hmm went planetshakers today. it was qt good lah the conf and the concert as well... tho some things felt abit wierd like the constant clapping and cheering and shouting by the speakers which was really annoying haha. me and ting were like complaining abt tt like mad. anyway, the ministering sessions were very touching and yah really felt God there :) however i dunno. like felt abit wierd during the "slaying session" like i dun really think its very biblical anyway and its just abit wierd lah. dunno haha. and the pastor who was speaking on prophesying was like saying tt speaking in tounges is a key to prophesy which i really dun agree with. as in i got nothing against speaking in tounges lah but u dun have to do it to be spoken to by God rite. and anyway the passage he "took" it from is like very clearly saying tt prophesying is better than speaking ion tounges not a result of it. hmm so anyway yah felt tt was abit dubious haha. anyway i think im just not a charasmatic church type lah. i REALLY din liek the way they tried to pressure pple into donating money lah. cos like huever donate den stand up. yah when u see the pple arnd u standing up den u will feel like it too rite. anyway the three of us din haha. the usher was abit stunned. but anyway i really din like tt lah.dun get me wrong, i have nothign against charasmatic churches but sometimes it just seems like too much focus on worship and emotions rather than on the word and substance. not saying tt the way we do it is best lah just tt im not very comfortable with it lah. so yups. but i did gain alot from today so tts good too! :) i thot the sermon during the concert was pretty good. as in it kinda made me look at the passage in a different way and yah was qt interesting lah. tho her voice was SUPER pain and loud and like. keep repeating stuff which is qt annoying haha. okok. im sooooooooooo tired now tho. gosh. jump arnd and run all over the place. i felt bad if i skipped cell so i rushed back for cell den rushed back to downtown east again. aaron rocks btw. he waited for me and paid my cab fare too! and he treated me to ice cream HAHA. oh no im a freeloader... but he refused to let me pay lah. not my fault. i kinda scolded rach tan for talking in cell today. i think she was qt stunned cos i normally dun scold them but i was kinda in a rush and she was being disruptive. so yah. hmm but i feel abit bad lah cos i think i was qt fierce haha. oh wells. they were all very tired and stuff too so yah.

anyway came back and got qt pissed with someone. as in REALLY pissed, more like. i really am trying to love ok but its super hard and this time i really cant see where it is my fault. i really cant stand it how u think its ur god-given right to be rude and how u seem to be so proud of ur wonderful ability to hold a grudge. grr. ok i will not complain anymore. pls God, help me to forgive and love and show grace and mercy the way u did to me.

OH NO! i wanted to say something but i totally and completely forgot! haha loo jing min! i am becoming u!